i was so depressed about this.

headache hit me strongly. non-stop for hourss.

my parents said,

i MUST hide it from them, 

i MUST keep me alone for myself,

i MUST strengthen them.

facing this alone preitty sure make me sick!

keeping this alone make me in pain.

how long i must hold this.

im treated like truly adult.

and im still in pain to face this all.

i believe it wont last shortly,

but i believe i'll be stronger.

i just have to bear the pain!

but alone..i can't assure i can.

try it hard ikah... 

be    p  a  i  n  l  e  s  s 

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nature, pls keep me calm.