in 1 hour, im going to the airport terminal 1.
after zuhr, insyaALLAH check in.
i got a message. im moved.
you know what? the time flies by, and i don't realize the absence.
you taught me how to be stronger.
no matter they say how harsh you are,
im going to hold.
all you gave
the pain i feel, the joy i treasure.
i will forever say, thank you for everything. 
for guiding me all this while.
im sorry for anything.
for what i less, you make it more.
for everything im trying to be,
you must see. i owe you.

i cant tell you directly.lets you just read what i write.even its not now.i know you will.

let you know, this is my paper heart note . 
no one cant control my will. i'll write everything i want. everything i feel. 
and i'll keep you silently. 

pss : im going to stop blogging mybe for a week. malaysia, here i come. good luck my friends there.u're tougher than me, and i know you'll do it.